Its the 800th post.

Sometimes its amazes me how long i have had this blog of mine. from a daily mindless chatter of nonsense, continuous whinges about a crappy day or just bitching about something or someone really. Basically from being carefree and easy, to actually having nothing to blog about because nothing much makes an impact anymore. It makes me realised how much I have changed, and how much I haven't :)

Honestly, I think I need more amazing moments in my life. I want to look back and my youth and tell my kids that I had the time of my life. I want to follow my heart, not worry about the digits in my bank account, to seize the day. After all, that is what we all have - time - well not much of it, so we better make the most of it.

This year isn't bad, but its not how exactly I pictured it out to be. I mean, of course I knew I'll be here, waiting. But I didn't think I'll be so lost. I don't hate my job, but I guess I am not in love with it either. I don't know. And I don't like not knowing things, it freaking sucks. Haha, I think I'm a confused child. I think its good for me to immerse myself in activities that are beneficial - I'm starting on pilates next month. For some reason it intimidates me! But I guess I gotta get rid of that flab! Plus, I get to buy a pink mat tee hee, bimbo moment! :)